今晚上完拳擊有氧課程回到家已經10點13分!!
小宇與自港返台渡假的小舅子一起回台南娘家,
明天還要上班的我無法同行。
站在狹窄陽台的昏黃燈光下曬著剛洗好的衣服;
彎身在廚房流理台前清洗著裝盛晚餐的便當盒,
心中突然有兩個感觸...
1.我突然恢復之前單身漢的日子!!
過著凡事都要DIY的生活
(包括那檔事兒~笑)
2.原來小宇都一直默默地在作這些家事!!
我已經好久好久沒幫她分擔這些了...
很多在身邊的人事物,
因為習以為常所以就視為理所當然,
你不會去特別注意它的存在...
直到某天它如果突然不在了,
那份很習慣的"依賴"消失了,
才會發現自己原來並不是這麼瀟灑、如此獨立!!!
躺在床上,
習慣轉向小宇睡的位置,
沒了那張睡得深沉到嘴巴會微張的臉龐,
就好像少了能安神助眠的薰衣草精油般孤枕難眠...
此時的我,
更能深刻體會"Say Foever"那首歌的歌詞意境:
『我一個人不孤單 想一個人才孤單』~歌曲點此聯結~
原來思念是一切愁緒情感的濫觴啊...
點首歌來描述現在自己的心情-
『Are you lonesome tonight??』
『Yes!! Iam...』
Lyrics / Music:Roy Turk/Lou Handman
Are you
lonesome tonight,
do you miss me tonight?
Are you sorry we drifted
apart?
Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day
When I
kissed you and called you sweetheart?
Do the chairs in your parlor
seem empty and bare?
Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me
there?
Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell
me dear, are you lonesome tonight?
I wonder if you're lonesome
tonight
You know someone said that the world's a stage
And each
must play a part.
Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart.
Act
one was when we met, I loved you at first glance
You read your line
so cleverly and never missed a cue
Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted
strange
And why I'll never know.
Honey, you lied when you said you
loved me
And I had no cause to doubt you.
But I'd rather go on
hearing your lies
Than go on living without you.
Now the stage is
bare and I'm standing there
With emptiness all around
And if you
won't come back to me
Then make them bring the curtain down.
Is
your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again?
Tell me dear,
are you lonesome tonight?
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
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